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Back Bad Feeling - Part Two The last time I had a similar feeling, it lasted a whole morning and couldn't get anything done but worry something bad might happen. Later that day I found out that my bank card was missing and instead - I was so happy because that bad feeling went away! But this time it lasted for two days and I can't think of anything that I've done that was so wrong that I am feeling this way. It went away but the cause was never found. Hopefully it was a false alarm or something small - maybe I am just anxious about how the weekend would turn out. Oh yes! The weekend! The weekend It was awesome, memorable and fun - I guess. The families organized the barbecue, there was a whole lot of food and people were satisfied and of course beer. It was kind of my first time being in a family gathering away from home and being able to organize and communicate with different family members.  Family gatherings

"... still creeping me out." Today was no any other ordinary day. Dad came to visit (actually to witness something) yesterday, it was exciting yet I had this bad feeling that something terrible was going to happen.  Maybe because my cousin borrowed a friends car for us to drive around without any supervision or very little experience in driving. Maybe because I don't trust his driving.  The entire afternoon, I had that bad feeling, even when they came to pick me up from work. I thought it was the driving but we drove around safely that night, even I drove! With no experience on public roads, I drove well - I think so. Went to bed and woke up in the morning and this bad feeling is still creeping me out. Today is the big day, I just hope the weekend ends quickly so I can go back to my normal boring self. I didn't call my girlfriend yesterday in the night, I hope she understands why. I had a lot going on here. This bad feeling is just ruining my